Hello fellow earthlings ! Im awake. First time im awake soooooo early, depending on the fact that i slept at 7plus am. Now, im just waiting for stacy to wake up so we can head out tgt.
Yesterday, went out with stacy, mike and one more guy. Went to tampiness to watch 'Shrek 3'. Damnn cute luh ! Makes me wanna go 'Awwwwwww'. Haha. After the movie, the guys fetched us to 'Fisherman Village'. Played dont know what 'Up down up down' game. Haha. If you guessed wrong, you would have to drink. I kept guessing wrong.. Hahs. Thanks to mike`s friend who kept helping me. Haha. ;p And and, I HATE BEER ! Damn bitter =( Hahs. Stayed there till 2AM, and they fetched us back to HG. At first, i was sitting on mike`s bike. His bike damnn big (-___-") And the way he turn at corners makes me damnn scared because i feel like im gonna touch the road. He also can feel that im scared cause he says i wobble when he turns. Hahaha. And because his friend was a new rider, his friend drove quite slowly, and stacy was on his bike. So when we went back hg, we exchange places. Stacy sat on mike`s bike and i sat on the other one. On the expressway, mike`s bike vrooommmmmm past damnn fast. In a second, they`ve disappeared alrdy. Haha.. was feeling so damn scared for her. Lols.. There was a roadblock but luckily, we went thru smoothly. =D
After reaching hg, stacy vommitted. Haha.. Headed to hg mrt outside and slacked there while waiting for her malay friend. Talk cock till 5am and desmond came. Left at 6am.. upon reaching home, i removed my make up, laid on my bed and started looking at my hp msges till dont-know-what time. I had 1700++ msges.. read till i was so pek chek.. realise this thing and that is all the guys i know, they`ve been saying the same things to me. And that is ' There is smth about you, that makes me wanna love you, care for you.' LMAO. And when i do fall for them, what do they do? Haha. They fucking leave. Do i look like a fucking toy to you people? Im human too, i`ve got fucking feelings.. dont you people feel like bastards doing this to me? i`ve just failed in a r/s and have yet to fully recover from it.. and now you all wanna make me feel worst? Arghs.. I just dont know whats wrong with guys.. I guess they just think with their dicks ! Grr... told stacy, if i get bastard by another guy, i would really turn lesbian. Hahs.. :D
Or maybe.. just maybe.. the problem lies with me. I dont know what i really want. When i`m in a new r/s, all i talk about is 'Oh, my ex this.. my ex that.' Even with ben, i can still happily talk about marcus in here. I guess i didnt take his feelings into heart. I dont know why im feeling this way.. but i`ve gotta admit that i miss ben -.- and i really feel damn uneasy now because my hp is oh-so-quiet without his non-stop calling to disturb me and msges. Ugh ! Even when my hp rings or beeps with a msg, i`ll wish it was him, and if it isnt, i`ll sian 1/2. Sighh. Someone.. pls tell me whats wrong with me? After marcus, all the relationships i had all failed within 5 days. Thats damnn sad you know? =(
Hmms, on a different note, i`m gonna pierce my tongue soon. I know i`ve said it many times, but i`m very sure i`ll get it done by this month.. provided if someone accompanies me luh ! Haha.. mommy is against me piercing my tongue, but thats the only way for me to relieve all the pain inside me ;x am thinking if i should re-pierce my eyebrow too.. should i or should i not? comments plsss ! Teeheeeeeee!
Alrights, picture timee ! :D
Patiently tapping my feet while waiting for the guys to come fetch us.. hahs :D Had bad hair & small eyes day ytd. :( And why is my face so flat like a pancake ?! Sammie hates pancake face and flat hair ! Hahaha :x
Would you be there to love and be with me?
Yesterday, went out with stacy, mike and one more guy. Went to tampiness to watch 'Shrek 3'. Damnn cute luh ! Makes me wanna go 'Awwwwwww'. Haha. After the movie, the guys fetched us to 'Fisherman Village'. Played dont know what 'Up down up down' game. Haha. If you guessed wrong, you would have to drink. I kept guessing wrong.. Hahs. Thanks to mike`s friend who kept helping me. Haha. ;p And and, I HATE BEER ! Damn bitter =( Hahs. Stayed there till 2AM, and they fetched us back to HG. At first, i was sitting on mike`s bike. His bike damnn big (-___-") And the way he turn at corners makes me damnn scared because i feel like im gonna touch the road. He also can feel that im scared cause he says i wobble when he turns. Hahaha. And because his friend was a new rider, his friend drove quite slowly, and stacy was on his bike. So when we went back hg, we exchange places. Stacy sat on mike`s bike and i sat on the other one. On the expressway, mike`s bike vrooommmmmm past damnn fast. In a second, they`ve disappeared alrdy. Haha.. was feeling so damn scared for her. Lols.. There was a roadblock but luckily, we went thru smoothly. =D
After reaching hg, stacy vommitted. Haha.. Headed to hg mrt outside and slacked there while waiting for her malay friend. Talk cock till 5am and desmond came. Left at 6am.. upon reaching home, i removed my make up, laid on my bed and started looking at my hp msges till dont-know-what time. I had 1700++ msges.. read till i was so pek chek.. realise this thing and that is all the guys i know, they`ve been saying the same things to me. And that is ' There is smth about you, that makes me wanna love you, care for you.' LMAO. And when i do fall for them, what do they do? Haha. They fucking leave. Do i look like a fucking toy to you people? Im human too, i`ve got fucking feelings.. dont you people feel like bastards doing this to me? i`ve just failed in a r/s and have yet to fully recover from it.. and now you all wanna make me feel worst? Arghs.. I just dont know whats wrong with guys.. I guess they just think with their dicks ! Grr... told stacy, if i get bastard by another guy, i would really turn lesbian. Hahs.. :D
Or maybe.. just maybe.. the problem lies with me. I dont know what i really want. When i`m in a new r/s, all i talk about is 'Oh, my ex this.. my ex that.' Even with ben, i can still happily talk about marcus in here. I guess i didnt take his feelings into heart. I dont know why im feeling this way.. but i`ve gotta admit that i miss ben -.- and i really feel damn uneasy now because my hp is oh-so-quiet without his non-stop calling to disturb me and msges. Ugh ! Even when my hp rings or beeps with a msg, i`ll wish it was him, and if it isnt, i`ll sian 1/2. Sighh. Someone.. pls tell me whats wrong with me? After marcus, all the relationships i had all failed within 5 days. Thats damnn sad you know? =(
Hmms, on a different note, i`m gonna pierce my tongue soon. I know i`ve said it many times, but i`m very sure i`ll get it done by this month.. provided if someone accompanies me luh ! Haha.. mommy is against me piercing my tongue, but thats the only way for me to relieve all the pain inside me ;x am thinking if i should re-pierce my eyebrow too.. should i or should i not? comments plsss ! Teeheeeeeee!
Alrights, picture timee ! :D
Patiently tapping my feet while waiting for the guys to come fetch us.. hahs :D Had bad hair & small eyes day ytd. :( And why is my face so flat like a pancake ?! Sammie hates pancake face and flat hair ! Hahaha :x
Would you be there to love and be with me?
I miss being controlled, i miss being cared for when i do not take my meals, i miss being asked to take care of myself while im out, i miss being worried for when i do not answer calls.. i just missed being loved by someone. Sighh.. Anyone wanna love me? Just anyone...
Im on a diet now. No one is to tempt me with food ! (-___-") Hahaha. ;x
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